Self-Description: I'm always very caring towards others, and I try my hardest to be
sweet. I'm giving, even to the point of the shirt off my back, which
I've been doing too much of lately. I'm loving, and truthfully a big
teddy bear. I love kids, and can't get enough of them! I can open my
arms, and children will FLOCK into them!
Recently, I've been enjoying life more. I've been trying to stop and
take in the sweet aroma that surrounds us. Even the bad things that
happen in life have a sweet smell, if even because it's all part of
living. Having come out of depression recently, I'm able to appreciate
what I have. Life is a fragrence, and should be given the time to be
noticed.
I'm completely honest, and I can't stand falseness and insincerety. I
hate contentiousness and real sarcasim. Most of all, and it really
angers me, is abuse. I hate abuse, especially when it's directed towards
the innocent or those who have no way of fighting back or defending
themselves, such as children. It horrific what we do to our children. I
don't know what kind of monster would take advantage of someone who
could only sit there and receive the abuse dolled out to them.
I'm very reserved, never one to break out and be wild. I'm always quiet,
not prone to engaging in too much conversation with strangers. I'm
definately an introvert, and for years I've lived with a social anxiety
that's kept me from engaging with people. Though I've changed and I've
been loosening up so much this last year, I still retain quite a few of
the qualities from it, such as some shyness, nervousness, and quietness.
One characteristic of mine that bugs me that I can't seem to shake, is
that I rarely can make myself look people in the eyes when I meet, shake
hands with, or talk to them.
Children: I can hardly contain myself until I have a child. I only want
one, a girl. I want to be able to SMOTHER her with all of my attention!
I've wanted a daughter ever since I was in church this one Christmas,
and this man in front of me was holding his few month old daughter. She
had this BIG red bow in her hair, what little she had, and from that
moment I fell in love with the idea of having a little girl of my own.
I've even already picked out her name! I'm praying she'll have red hair
too!
Interests: I've been a member in my church choir for a while now. I've
never concidered myself to have a good singing voice, but once others
heard me sing they nearly forced me to join. I do love music, especially
that which stirs emotion. My tastes range far and wide, from metal to
classical. Basically, whatever draws my interest.
I've been teaching Sunday school for over a year now, and I love kids. I
LOVE them! I teach ages 7-12 year olds, and they are just so much fun.
They're old enough to have a totally unique and developed personality,
but they're still young enough to have fun and play around.
I'm 6'0. I do weightlifting. I'm not fanatical, but I do it enough to
keep a pretty muscular body. I bench about 225. I'm not really fat, but
I'm soft around the middle. A friend of mine said that means that I'm of
marrying age now! 0 ;^)
I'm into art, sketching mainly. I've dabbled in acrylic and sculpting. I
really love sculpting, but I've never gotten into it deeply. There's
just something about using my hands to form something that appeals to
me.
More: I hate dogs. To me, they are the most vile animals. But I love
cats.
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